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Fear not!   I’m on a journey,

to search for the truth,

to learn about who I am and the meaning of life.

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Things are not always easy,

there are times I feel disheartened,

times I feel lost,

times I feel like giving up hope,

and just let the wind and raft carry me into the stormy sea.

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Fighting seems in vain at times,

toiling only exhausts the body and the mind.

Still,  I’m dragging my tired and depressed body along on this footpath,

with the help of my comforting "psychological crutch".

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Maybe there IS someone out there,

and life ISN’T just about eating,  drinking and being merry,

or maybe there isn’t that maybe and one would never know.

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I want to be free,

but I know there is a cost for that freedom:

I have to let go my security!

That letting go requires faith,

faith that can move mountains.

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What I say may raise some eyebrows,

what I do may seem very wrong in others eyes,

but truth is my belt and faith is my shield,

there are many things in life I have to find out for myself.

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Fear not!

if there is a sovereign God,

then everything I do is already in His thought.

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Move on!

I’m sick and tired of being stuck in a rut.

Life has to go on,

there are many things need to be done.

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By J. X. Z. © 2011

Email: zesydude@yahoo.co.uk